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Publié par | AuthorHouse |
Date de parution | 31 mars 2023 |
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EAN13 | 9798823005197 |
Langue | English |
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THE DRAGONFLY: AN INSPIRATION of REMEMBRANCE
Helena C. Farrell
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Published by AuthorHouse 03/31/2023
ISBN: 979-8-8230-0520-3 (sc)
ISBN: 979-8-8230-0519-7 (e)
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CONTENTS
Dedication
Prologue
Chapter One
Chapter Two
Chapter Three
Chapter Four
Chapter Five
Chapter Six
Chapter Seven
Chapter Eight
Chapter Nine
Chapter Ten
Chapter Eleven
Chapter Twelve
Chapter Thirteen
Chapter Fourteen
Chapter Fifteen
Chapter Sixteen
Chapter Seventeen
Chapter Eighteen
Chapter Nineteen
Chapter Twenty
Epilogue
Acknowledgments
About The Author
Death be Not Proud, 1609
~ John Donne, English Poet
Blessed are those who Mourn for they will be comforted
~ Beatitudes
DEDICATION
This is dedicated to my late son, Michael Joseph Lota and those who have experienced a loss.
The dragonfly gave motion to the voiceless; my remembrance gives voice to his spiritual life Dragonflies have flown the earth for 300 million years, dragonflies symbolize our ability to overcome times of hardship. They remind us to take time to reconnect with our own strength, courage and happiness. May your heart be lifted by dragonfly wings.
PROLOGUE
The Prophet
A sadness came upon him and he thought.
How shall I go in peace and without sorrow?
Nay, not without a wound in the spirit . . .
How often have you sailed in my dreams . . .
And you alone, vast sea, sleepless mother,
Who alone are peace and freedom to the river and the stream,
Only another winding will this stream
make, only another murmur in this glad,
and then I shall come to you, a boundless drop to a boundless
ocean.
~ Kahlil Gibran
A GIFT OF JOY
Poem by Helena C. Farrell written to her young son Michael
Delicate as porcelain is his skin. Like a blue sea, clear and bright are his eyes. Sandy hair so light to touch, but oh, that cowlick so hard to brush. Sensitive, talkative, happy are his moods. Almost four and his friend Tom Thumb he will not lose. Now comfort and security claim his friend Tom. But not for long, I feel in my heart, for baseball and fishing his hands will soon tame. He fills my heart with a sweet dove’s song. Take care, he is precious. I sense he can break. Dear God thank you for blessing me with this special gift, Michael. A son I adore and angels guide his soul.
~Your loving mother
CHAPTER ONE
His Grief he will not forget, but it will not darken his heart.
~ J. R. R. Tolkien
Serenity, peace, solitude, and remembrance. Sitting solitary on a special memorial bench in a quiet, verdant, lush, forested area overlooking an oval- shaped, glistening pond, with a graceful sprouting fountain in the center. The pond and surrounding area is bathed in the afternoon light. I am flooded with memories. Magically, a beautiful rainbow arches over the glimmering, mirror-like water. A proud, stately, colorful mallard slowly glides by followed by his dutiful mate while a few languid ducks follow. Surely, they are feeling at home in this tiny piece of heaven. Nature is fascinating, complex, entrancing and healing. Since it is late spring, the sun is warming my stoic face. As I sit here pondering over the last challenging six years, my thoughts flutter to and fro. A mixture of laughter, anger, love, regret, joy, and immense grief infiltrates my scattering thoughts. I am startled hearing laughter, taking me out of my meditation. Looking up, I observe a young man with two little boys holding fishing poles in hands, walking toward me. The man calls out to the anxious boys, “Stop running, you’ll trip and fall.” The larger boy responds, “Don’t worry dad; we’re okay.” “Stop by that tree. The fish are plentiful there:” the father calls out to his sons.
In front of me, a massive Weeping Willow tree, rooted solidly in the ground with mammoth, unyielding branches gracefully sweeps over the luminous pond welcoming inquisitive, excited children to safely climb on its inviting sturdy limbs or to fish near it. The restless boys place their fishing poles down near this particular tree. With help from their father, the sons proceed to bait the hooks preparing to throw their fishing line into the pond. Their restless anticipation of catching a fish is palpable. The ducks quickly evacuate the area once they realize there will be no bread thrown by the children. Catching a fish is their goal . The father and his youthful sons take no notice of me sitting behind them on the bench facing the magical Weeping Willow tree. At first, I take exception to their intrusion. I selfishly feel this is my special place; a place to connect with the past; to remember the familiar laughter; to hold on to my glorious memories. The smaller of the boys begins to cry. He is unable to throw his line as far out into the pond as his older brother; the father quickly intervenes. “Christian,” he explains: “You shouldn’t get upset because Michael’s line went out further; there are plenty of fish along the edge.” Hearing the father call out the names, I instantly feel lightheaded. My mind reverts back to that unforgettable, unfathomable night when my life forever changed.
THE BENCH
Come sit beside me and take my hand. Lets share our memories from year after year
While our lives have changed in so many ways.
It’s your hand I will hold the rest of my days . ~ Christmas Bench ornament, Roman