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Marlena needed time to let things sink in. It was beyond her how all this could possibly work out--adding the care of an infant to her daily routine. Fortunately, it would just be until Luella returned home from the hospital and was stronger.No more than a couple weeks, surely. Marlena Wenger's life takes an unexpected turn on the day she learns she must care for her estranged sister's baby. Spending the summer in Brownstown, Pennsylvania, to assist her Mennonite grandmother, and miles from Marlena's Old Order Amish beau, she feels out of her element in nearly every respect. Yet Marlena determines to do her best and stay focused on her future, even as those hopes become drastically altered.

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Love

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Publié par	Baker Publishing Group
Date de parution	24 mars 2015
Nombre de lectures	1
EAN13	9781441265388
Langue	English

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© 2015 by Beverly M. Lewis, Inc.
Published by Bethany House Publishers
11400 Hampshire Avenue South
Bloomington, Minnesota 55438
www.bethanyhouse.com
Bethany House Publishers is a division of
Baker Publishing Group, Grand Rapids, Michigan
www . bakerpublishinggroup . com
Ebook edition created 2015
All rights reserved. No part of this publication may be reproduced, stored in a retrieval system, or transmitted in any form or by any means—for example, electronic, photocopy, recording—without the prior written permission of the publisher. The only exception is brief quotations in printed reviews.
Library of Congress Cataloging-in-Publication Data is on file at the Library of Congress, Washington, DC.
ISBN 978-1-4412-6538-8
Scripture quotations are from the King James Version of the Bible.
The poem in chapter 22 (p. 197 ) appears on page 65 of A Selection of Sepulchral Curiosities, With a Biological Sketch on Human Longevity , edited and published by Thomas Kinnersley in 1823 in New York. An epigraph on a tombstone in Malvern Church, Worcestershire, England, it reads in its original form:
“They were so truly one, that none could say
Which of them rul’d, or whether did obey:
He rul’d because she would obey; and she,
In so obeying, rul’d as well as he.”
This story is a work of fiction. With the exception of recognized historical figures and events, all characters and events are the product of the author’s imagination. Any resemblance to any person, living or dead, is purely coincidental.
Cover design by Dan Thornberg, Design Source Creative Services
Art direction by Paul Higdon
Back cover photograph of the Brownstown Mill by Sarah Shanely
To Kathy Illum, longtime friend and devoted reader. Your insight and love are incomparable gifts.
Contents
Cover
Title Page
Copyright Page
Dedication
Epigraph
Prologue
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
Chapter 6
Chapter 7
Chapter 8
Chapter 9
Chapter 10
Chapter 11
Chapter 12
Chapter 13
Chapter 14
Chapter 15
Chapter 16
Chapter 17
Chapter 18
Chapter 19
Chapter 20
Chapter 21
Chapter 22
Chapter 23
Chapter 24
Chapter 25
Chapter 26
Chapter 27
Chapter 28
Chapter 29
Chapter 30
Chapter 31
Chapter 32
Chapter 33
Chapter 34
Chapter 35
Chapter 36
Chapter 37
Chapter 38
Chapter 39
Chapter 40
Chapter 41
Epilogue
Author’s Note
About the Author
Books by Beverly Lewis
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O my love’s like a red, red rose
That’s newly sprung in June:
O my love’s like the melody
That’s sweetly play’d in tune!
—Robert Burns
Prologue
J UNE 1966
M y world tilted when Dawdi Tim passed away last winter; then it spun off its axis when my parents sent me away from my beau to be with my widowed grandmother for the summer.
“My Mamma needs ya, with Dawdi gone,” my mother urged.
While I dearly wanted to help my sorrowing grandmother in rural Brownstown—far from my family’s home in Mifflinburg—the timing was just awful. Being gone for the summer, I would miss out on my baptismal instruction, and without it I couldn’t marry Nathaniel Zimmerman this November. An entire year would pass before the next wedding season rolled around for my beau and me.
Nat wasn’t very happy about the arrangement, either, yet he tried to soothe my fears and took me for a ride in his black courting carriage before I left. We stopped at Dairy Queen and had ice cream garnished the way Dawdi had liked his—with chopped nuts and oodles of whipped cream. I still cherish that memory and Nat’s efforts to console me, especially since it was obvious he had his own worries, what with my parents having joined the Beachy Amish-Mennonites, and Mammi Janice a black-bumper Mennonite. Such a combination, to be sure.
I had assured Nat I was Old Order, skin to bone, despite where my parents or grandmother attended church. Looking mighty relieved, he’d reached for me and kissed my cheek, and then, after more tender words, he took me home.
Watching his buggy rumble down the road, I promised myself: If anything, the separation will make our love stronger.

So here I sat, a week later, in the grand white gazebo my grandfather built years ago, surrounded by the sounds of tree frogs and crickets. I reread Nat’s first letter since I’d come, a newsy account of taking his courting-age sister to Singing, and of opening several new beehives, as well as cutting the first hay of the season with his father and brothers.
Memorizing his sign-off, With all my love, I dismissed my loneliness to the balmy breeze and contemplated the wall telephone in Mammi’s kitchen, dreaming of my beau’s voice in my ear. But Nat was much too conservative to ever call me. The phone in his father’s barn was used strictly for contacting an occasional paid driver, clear up there northwest of Harrisburg, in what had been called Buggytown, USA, back in the 1800s.
In those days, there were fifty carriage and sleigh factories, and my own father could trace his ancestry to one of those original buggy makers. So that’s where my parents had put down roots as Old Order Amish when my mother left Brownstown and the Mennonite church to marry Dat . Then, after attending the more traditional Amish group for many years, they joined the Beachy Amish two years ago, after getting written permission from our Old Order bishop. Out of respect, I halfheartedly followed in their footsteps, but only until I could become a member of the church of my childhood—the church where I would eventually marry Nat.
The scent of lilacs filled the air, and I spun a loose strand of hair from beneath my formal prayer cap around my slender fingers. In my memory, I could almost hear Dawdi’s harmonica drifting out over the pastureland in the still of the night. So many visits here through the years . . .
The back door opened and Mammi, round and graying, stepped out. Her white cotton duster shimmered against the dusk. “You all right, Marlena?” Her frail voice pushed into the stillness.
“Just thinkin’, is all.”
“Want some company?”
I nodded in the fading light. She’s lonesome, too .
Mammi wandered out to join me in the shelter of the gazebo and sat there, holding my hand, linking our collective grief. We took our time sharing personal memories, slow and sweet. “Remember how Dawdi would hoist me onto his big shoulders?” I said.
“And let you wear his holey brown hat, too. No one else was allowed to touch it.”
I turned to look at her, interested in what she remembered. “Whatever became of that ol’ thing?”
“It’s round here somewhere . . . like so many reminders.” Her pain mingled with her words.
After more shared recollections, Mammi said she felt chilly and headed back to the house, disappearing inside.
I remained there, moving my bare feet back and forth over the smooth wood, giving way to further daydreams. Dawdi was always playing his mouth organ or humming church hymns such as “In the Sweet By and By” and “Jesus, Lover of My Soul” while doing his farm chores. He hummed all the time, really. And there were the clever tunes he readily created, too, with lyrics to make a point, funny and otherwise. Like a doting old dove, he’d coaxed me right under his reassuring wing when my big sister, Luella, left the Old Order, along with any form of Anabaptist faith, far as I knew. She’d caused a terrible stir when she fell for a good-looking man outside our Plain community—with the emphasis on fell, according to my distraught parents. Where Luella’s actions were concerned, der Deiwel had never been mentioned, but that dark spirit certainly came to mind when I considered Luella’s choice to leave us far behind.
Then, a year or so after their wedding, Luella’s soldier husband was sent to fight in Vietnam, in a war we did not support—like the rest of the Plain community, we were staunch pacifists. Just as worrisome, Luella had refused to return home to the farm to be looked after during the final weeks of her pregnancy, which only deepened the estrangement.
“I miss her,” Dawdi Tim had confided when we visited him and Mammi last Thanksgiving, before he took so ill in the depths of winter. His pale blue eyes filled with tears, and I knew our dear grandpa had not turned his back on Luella, unlike others in the church . . . including me, although Dawdi never would have pointed this out. Truth was, I loved Luella, but we’d never meshed, even though we’d made repeated attempts. We simply didn’t see eye to eye. After she broke our mother’s heart, I had even less reason to stay in touch.
I spied the spot in the backyard over by a stand of poplars where, as a child, I’d planted little rocks in the dirt, going over them each day with Dawdi’s green watering can. Luella had mocked me for my efforts and hurried off to the hen house to talk to the chickens instead. But I didn’t mind. I figured if everything else grew and thrived so effortlessly with Dawdi’s loving care, then maybe my pebbles might sprout and blossom, too. They never did, of course, as Luella was quick to remind me, her hand on one hip.
Mammi’s vegetable garden and flower beds were only one testament to the vibrant farm she’d built with my grandfather. Canning season was forthcoming—one of the reasons Mamma had sent me here this sunny month of June. Yet, truth be told, I suspected she and Dat also hoped that either Nat or I might find a new future mate while apart . . . one that would not tie me to the Old Ways.
Nevertheless, a single summer away couldn’t keep me from eventually marrying the dearest boy in all of Mifflinburg, the only fellow I’d ever dated.
Rising from my cozy spot, I looked toward the adjacent Amish farm, its green borders bumping against Dawdi’s newly rented land. I actually expected to see the Bitner boy out there with his yellow-and-white barn cat turned house pet, catching lightning bugs in a Ball canning jar with holes punched in the top, a makeshift lantern. Roman and Ellie Bitner’s only son suffered fr