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This is a novel about a young man coming of age in an isolated-rural area of East Texas. He grew up, went to college, to the military, to graduate school, and then moved to a South Suburb of Chicago. He grew up doing farm chores from sunup to sunset. There was little time for social or recreational pursuits. He was however able to finish his high school education and go on to college. Because his father retired when he was sixteen, he was lucky enough to receive a stipend from Social Security that helped him to attend college, as they say, the rest is history. He details several scenarios about his sexual experiences as they propel him into his destiny.

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Publié par	Xlibris US
Date de parution	01 juin 2023
Nombre de lectures	0
EAN13	9781669876137
Langue	English
Poids de l'ouvrage	1 Mo

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SEXUAL STORMS

A Novel by
Jay Thomas Willis

Copyright © 2023 by Jay Thomas Willis.
Library of Congress Control Number:
2023908190
ISBN:
Hardcover
978-1-6698-7615-1

Softcover
978-1-6698-7614-4

eBook
978-1-6698-7613-7

All rights reserved. No part of this book may be reproduced or transmitted in any form or by any means, electronic or mechanical, including photocopying, recording, or by any information storage and retrieval system, without permission in writing from the copyright owner.

This is a work of fiction. Names, characters, places and incidents either are the product of the author’s imagination or are used fictitiously, and any resemblance to any actual persons, living or dead, events, or locales is entirely coincidental.

Rev. date: 05/24/2023

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Also by Jay Thomas Willis
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God or Barbarian: The Myth of a Messiah Who Will Return to Liberate Us
Finding Your Own African-Centered Rhythm
When the Village Idiot Get Started
Nowhere to Run or Hide
Why Black Americans Behave as They Do: The Conditioning Process from Generation to Generation
God, or Balance in the Universe
Over the Celestial Wireless
Paranoid but not Stupid
Nothing but a Man
Things I Never Said
Word to the Wise
Born to Be Destroyed: How My Upbringing Almost Destroyed Me
Nobody but You and Me: God and Our Existence in the Universe
Got My Own Song to Sing: Post-Traumatic Slave Syndrome in My Family
Random Thoughts on My Reality
A Word to My Son: A Celebration
Messed-Up Kid
Off-the-Top Treasures
Going with the Flow
Man’s Basic Purpose
God Told Me to Tell You
My Life and Times: Some Personal Essays
Life’s Lessons: Some Passing Thoughts
Why I Write: Notes Straight from the Hip
Just Jazzing: Thoughts from the Depth of My Soul
It’s Good to Be Alive: Focusing on the Positive Rather Than the Negative
Fiction
No Worldly Options Except Suicide or Schizophrenia: But God Has His Own Plans
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Where the Pig Trail Meets the Dirt Road
The Devil in Angelica
As Soon as the Weather Breaks
The Cotton is High
Hard Luck
Educated Misunderstanding
Dream On: Persistent Themes in My Dreams
Longing for Home and Other Short Stories
Promises I Must Keep: Maintaining My Family’s Legacy
What Kind of Fool? and Other Short Stories
Poetry
Reflections on My Life: You’re Gonna Carry That Weight a Long Time
It’s a Good Day to Die: Some Personal Poetry About the Ups and Downs in My Life
Contents
Dedication
Acknowledgment
Preface

1 Outclassed
2 Headed Out West
3 Road Buddies
4 The Little Cafe
5 The Mixed Blessing
6 Difficult to Satisfy
7 My Secret Love
8 The Bus Trip
9 Free Doesn’t Mean Without Cost
10 High-Minded
11 The Old Car
12 Playing a Different Game
13 Too Hot to Hold
14 A Meaningful Relationship
15 Classmates
16 A New Friend
17 Dream Girl
18 The Perfect Girl
19 Bridegroom
20 My Friend and I

About the Author
Sources
Dedication
To Dora, for whom most of my sexual energy was directed during my childhood and adolescence.
Acknowledgment
Thanks to all those who saw my humanity and didn’t take sexual advantage of a poor-ignorant country boy.
Preface
They say storms produce the wind that will take you into your destiny. The author has written about what he refers to as sexual storms that took him into his destiny.
The author started writing many years ago. Mostly writing about his favorite subject: women. He has taken several of his published short stories and converted them into the form of a novel. He describes in this novel some of his fictional-sexual encounters. He has taken what was once independent stories and tried to make these stories into a coherent novel.
These were all personal-fictional stories about physical- or psychological-sexual encounters before being converted. The author has tried to make all these stories consistent in time, place, space, and point of view—even though they were written at different times and for different purposes.
Most of the materials for this novel were taken from books of short stories that were previously published. However, the materials have been revised and re-edited.
Freud once said that sex and power were the two driving forces of mankind. There are those who said that Freud was a “fraud,” and don’t take any stock in anything Freud said. I understand they have quit using many of Freud’s ideas in psychiatry residency and schools of psychology. If his ideas are still being widely read, I stand corrected.
The author began with his first sexual encounter with sex and end with an experience with a fictionalized friend. These are all fictional accounts of his experiences. He began on a farm in rural East Texas and end in a South Suburb of Chicago. He goes from the farm, to college, to the military, to Houston, and to the South Suburbs of Chicago.
He lacked information about sex. His family did very little communicating with him about anything—especially sex. The author guessed that he was expected to survive on his own. As he grew up, he was expected to get this information at home, at school, in the community, but rarely broached the subject, either at home or with friends.
He didn’t associate with many people in the community. He spent most of his time being busy on the farm. During growing season, he had to plow a mule from sunup to sunset, and rarely got a break from his chores. He was isolated and under-socialized. He spent two weeks during several summers with his father on the Gulf Coast. This helped to enlighten him to some degree. This was the only break he got from his chores. Sex was mostly taken for granted, something it was unnecessary to discuss. Teachers also didn’t talk about it.
This novel is about fictional experiences. None of the scenarios happened as portrayed.
Check out this and other of the author’s books online, or willisjay.com , by Jay Thomas Willis.
1
Outclassed
My first sexual storm. I got up early that Saturday, did my chores and had some grits, fatback, scrambled eggs, and fresh-cow’s milk. We lived in a rural-farm area of East Texas in a town called Hallsville. We engaged in light farming for our livelihood. My brothers ran the farm, while my father had a public job on the Gulf Coast, three-hundred miles away. We didn’t have butane, telephone, or indoor plumbing. We didn’t get these things until many years later. There was only a red dirt road to our house and that had only recently been constructed. My fourteen-year-old sister and I were on our way to visit a neighbor. I was eight years old. It was 1955, and Brown vs. Board of Education of Topeka had just outlawed the “separate but equal doctrine.” Emmett Till was murdered in the same year for getting aggressive with a white woman. His murderers would go unpunished.
It was July and so hot you could fry an egg in the sand. The wind was blowing, and sand was swirling in the air. We walked down the hot-dusty-red-dirt road for about a mile and went down a hill to my neighbor’s house. After meeting two twins I started to play with them. I adapted readily to most situations at that age. Their names were Danita and Juanita. At that age I was also open to all relationships and willing to engage, I didn’t have any hang ups about interpersonal relations at that time, it took further learning or lack of it to become dysfunctional. There wasn’t much time for play; my time had to be spent doing whatever chores my mother would designate for me. We started to play, and we were roughhousing for a while. They didn’t seem to be enjoying it, just going along because of me. Before I knew it my penis became erect. I didn’t know what was going on. It was the first time I remember getting an erect penis. I kept trying to kiss them after my penis became erect.
My sister and their sister looked at me strangely. I don’t know if they noticed my penis sticking out against my pants. At that age I didn’t have any shame or guilt. They were one year younger than I; at least they were one year behind me in school. I was a year behind in school myself. This meant they were probably two years younger than I. I didn’t start school until I was seven. Their sister was about my sister’s age. I heard later that this sister had gotten pregnant and later got married. They came from a big family, not big as mine, but at least six or seven children. There were ten children in my family.
Their great-uncle was my mother’s uncle. Their great-uncle and his wife lived in the house. They never had any children. He was the twin’s father’s uncle. My mother seemed to have a paranoid fixation against their great-uncle. She thought he and his wife were trying to find a way to poison our well