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Naomi's Journey Into the Light is a book that could change the way you think about death. It sheds light on how one can live a better life to a better beyond, as well. As you read it, you will be profoundly moved.

Naomi Larson is about to enter the year that changed her life. Returning to her home town after many years, she encounters an old building that turns out to be a place of miracles. She is drawn into a world of meaningful dreams, life-changing visions and a guardian angel.

Reminiscent of the story of Tiny Tim in A Christmas Carol and elements of It's a Wonderful Life, Naomi's journey becomes a soul stirring account as she discovers the Light of the World and just how much God is involved in our lives, if we let Him. Within the pages of this visionary novel you will discover an inspiring narrative that reaches into your heart.

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Publié par	Yorkshire Publishing
Date de parution	21 mai 2022
Nombre de lectures	0
EAN13	9781957262253
Langue	English

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Naomi’s Journey Into The Light
ISBN: 978-1-957262-16-1 (Paperback)
978-1-957262-25-3 (Ebook)
Copyright TX 9-080-538 © 2022 by Sam Rawlins
Printed in the USA. First edition 2022
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Dedication
For Margie, Fernie, and June:
My life has been truly blessed with your friendship and support.
It has meant the world to me.
Chapter 1
A Look Back
H ave you ever had a personal encounter with God? I have pondered that question many times in my life.
Someone once told me that a person who has actually made contact with the Lord knows more about God than one who has just read about Him. Before I explain further, I must first go back to a time a little over ten years ago. So that you might better understand my story, a short narrative of what happened during those years will be helpful. The memories take shape within my mind as still painful images when I think about it.
My name is Naomi Larson. I had just turned eighteen and was in my last week of high school. Everything was upbeat and positive in my life. But then I learned my mother was fatally ill. Her prognosis was dim. The doctors said she had only weeks to live. My life changed overnight.
My father and I were both devastated. Mom had been our whole world. She had been our rock, the one who had inspired faith in both of us.
I went to visit her in the hospital during her last few days. I said, “Hello Mom,” in the most cheerful voice I could summon up.
“My girl,” she responded, an immediate appearance of warmth filling her face. “Please come in, pull up a chair. I’ve been thinking about something I want to talk to you about.” She motioned to a chair near her hospital bed.
I did as she asked, pulling up a chair beside her. Reaching over, I took her hand into mine. It was quite cold to the touch. Circulation was already leaving her body. I felt a sense of urgency, asking her, “What is it, Mom? What did you want to tell me?”
She explained slowly, still thinking about it, “Things happen in our lives that we have no control over, things that leave us asking questions. When I was a young girl, I went sledding in winter. The pond was frozen over, but the ice was thin. Climbing up on the bank, I lost my footing and fell backward. I would’ve fallen through the ice and might have froze to death. As I was going backward, it was as if an invisible hand pushed me back up on the bank. To this day, I feel like my life was saved by an unseen angel. I guess the moral of my story is since that incident, I started believing God is involved in our lives more than we think. It’s something I want you to remember, Naomi.”
“You mean as sick as you are, God is somehow involved?”
“Yes, I believe, even now, God is somehow involved. He has a reason for everything.”
“Mom, you’re a good person.”
“I believe the Lord knows best in all things. We are all His children. There are those that seem to forget that.”
I squeezed her hand tenderly, with all the love I felt for her. I would always remember her saying, we are all God’s children .
Later that evening, something inside me urged me to go back to the hospital. Upon seeing her, I could tell she was nearing the end. As tears formed in my eyes, she looked up at me and whispered, “Honey, don’t cry for me. I’m going home to God.”
I had gone back to comfort her. Instead, she had comforted me. My mother was a very great lady, a devout person of faith. The words within the Bible were sacred to her.
Sitting next to my mother on her last day alive, I could clearly see she could barely breathe. She was drowning in her own body fluids which were rapidly filling her lungs. It was agonizing and heartbreaking to see. She was suffocating, and I knew it. When she died, I think a part of me also died.
After she was gone, my father took me home and left me alone in my bedroom. I sat on the floor, shaking and crying uncontrollably. I had always thought she would be there. My heart was broken.
As I sat there, I became rapidly filled with regret for all the things I had not said to her or things I had not done with her. Reaching over, I picked up a nearby framed picture of my mother holding me as a baby. Studying the loving expression on her face, I whispered, “Please, Mom, I will never stop loving you. You had a kind, compassionate heart. Yet, you were strong and full of courage when you needed to be. If only I could be just as strong right now….”
I wept again, consumed by grief that tore into the deepest parts of my soul. Through my eighteen years of young life, I had no real understanding of death. The reality of her passing hit me like a ton of bricks.
I was emotionally broken by my mother’s death. There is no quick fix for such grief. I needed an understanding shoulder to lean on. The one person who could’ve helped me heal –my father–turned away from me.
One morning I looked across the dining table and saw the man my father had turned into. He had become a stranger who I no longer recognized. His capacity for love and understanding was gone. He blamed me for everything wrong in our home after Mom died. His grief twisted into bitterness as he blurted out, “Your mother was such a class act. You’ll never measure up to her! I don’t even like to think about you. You’re such a failure!”
We had come to an emotional crossroads. His verbal abuse became constant, escalating to the point where I could no longer take it. He lashed out at me with an expression of hate on his face that I can’t erase from my memory, “In some way, you must be responsible for her death. Yes, you’re the reason she died!”
I think it was at that moment I decided I could no longer live under the same roof with this man. It felt like I was being emotionally ripped apart. Our bond as father and daughter was broken. If I stayed, I knew I was going to have a mental breakdown. I had to do something, so I decided to leave. Three days later I went down to the bus station, bought a ticket and left home for good.
Even though I left, I soon found out I could not escape my father’s words. They stayed with me, haunting me, leaving me with crushing low self-esteem. I felt less than worthless for a long time after leaving home. Every time I looked in a mirror, all I saw was a loser. I drifted aimlessly from one state to another.
Over the next ten years, I traveled from small-town middle America to the west coast. During the entire time, I couldn’t shake the feeling I was drowning–drowning in a sea of depression. My life had no purpose. I was just surviving, from one odd job to another.
It’s difficult to explain. It felt like I was living in a kind of darkness. There was no light in my life. I was just existing, not actually living. I knew I needed help. I was lost, adrift in the sea of life without a compass.
One day while I was walking the streets of a city along the west coast, someone pressed a small pocket Bible into my hands. The young man, who was a stranger to me, said this, “Read this, you look like you need it.” Before I could say anything, he quickly left.
As I glanced down at the little Bible in my hands, it made me think about the faith that was no longer in my mind and heart. When my mother died, the faith she so strongly embraced left me. Actually, though, the truth was I sort of left it.
I thought about my present lack of faith as I stood frozen on a busy downtown sidewalk. For a moment, I focused on the memory of my mother reading the Bible to me when I was a child. Just the thought made me hunger for the words in it. Taking the pocket Bible back to my hotel room, I started reading it, especially pouring over chapters about the life and crucifixion of Jesus. I found myself turning to God for answers. Reading it, over and over, Christ’s words somehow opened a tiny window in my mind, letting in a ray of hope.
I originally thought the young man handing me the pocket Bible on the street was a random act of fate. Now I’m not so sure. I’ve come to believe that God takes an active part in influencing the events of our lives more often than we realize.
For years I had not been feeling quite right within myself. The chains of my past were still wrapped tightly around me. I kept suppressing those feelings, pushing them deeper and deeper within myself. But finally, sort of an epiphany came to me. Within the deepest inner sanctum of the human mind lies a small hidden chamber containing our most troubling thoughts. I resolved to examine those thoughts one night. I was just beginning to do so when I fell into a deep sleep.
A dream as real as life itself quickly seized me. Without realizing it, I had been nearing the point of both mental and physical exhaustion. So it was, the most life-like image of my mother came into the room, sitting down beside my bed. Seeing her convinced me that people who have been close to us in life talk to us after they’ve passed on.
I looked up into her eyes, which penetrated me as she spoke, “I’m here because you need to get your life back on track. You must return to your roots. There you will find yourself and be reborn in the light.”
“Mom, you’re here,” I said, still not quite believing I was seeing and hearing her. “You look so well now,” I said, seeing that she was completely healed from her illness.
Her voice seemed to speak to my soul as she whispered, “I’m okay now. I’m with God.”
“Oh, Mom!” my voice was full of awe and wonder as I reached out to touch her. But as I did so, she v