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Date de parution
13 octobre 2015
Nombre de lectures
7
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9781459807990
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English
Publié par
Date de parution
13 octobre 2015
Nombre de lectures
7
EAN13
9781459807990
Langue
English
SET YOU FREE
JEFF ROSS
O R C A B O O K P U B L I S H E R S
Text copyright 2015 Jeff Ross
All rights reserved. No part of this publication may be reproduced or transmitted in any form or by any means, electronic or mechanical, including photocopying, recording or by any information storage and retrieval system now known or to be invented, without permission in writing from the publisher.
Library and Archives Canada Cataloguing in Publication
Ross, Jeff, 1973-, author
Set you free / Jeff Ross.
Issued in print and electronic formats.
ISBN 978-1-4598-0797-6 (pbk.).- ISBN 978-1-4598-0798-3 (pdf).- ISBN 978-1-4598-0799-0 (epub)
I. Title.
PS 8635. O 6928 S 48 2015 j C 813'.6 C 2015-901718-1
C 2015-901719- X
First published in the United States, 2015
Library of Congress Control Number : 2015935525
Summary : In this YA thriller, Lauren s brother becomes a suspect in a child s disappearance, and Lauren teams up with a computer enthusiast to uncover the truth.
Orca Book Publishers gratefully acknowledges the support for its publishing programs provided by the following agencies: the Government of Canada through the Canada Book Fund and the Canada Council for the Arts, and the Province of British Columbia through the BC Arts Council and the Book Publishing Tax Credit.
Design by Rachel Page
Cover images by Getty Images, Shutterstock and Dreamstime
Author photo by David Irvine
ORCA BOOK PUBLISHERS
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18 17 16 15 4 3 2 1
For Alex and Luca-you might not always be best friends, but you ll always be brothers. And Megan, always.
CONTENTS
ONE: SUNDAY
TWO
THREE
FOUR
FIVE
SIX
SEVEN
EIGHT
NINE
TEN: MONDAY
ELEVEN
TWELVE
THIRTEEN
FOURTEEN
FIFTEEN: TUESDAY
SIXTEEN
SEVENTEEN
EIGHTEEN
NINETEEN: WEDNESDAY
TWENTY
TWENTY-ONE
TWENTY-TWO
TWENTY-THREE
TWENTY-FOUR
TWENTY-FIVE
TWENTY-SIX
TWENTY-SEVEN
TWENTY-EIGHT: SUNDAY
ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
ONE
SUNDAY
Family should always come first.
Right?
I mean, you can fight with your siblings. You can argue with your parents. You can call one another idiots, but if an outsider says one bad word about any member of your family, it s war.
That s the way it s supposed to be.
But how often is this true? How often do we let our family members drift, fall into their own pains and troubles, then disappear completely?
I d like to say I always stood up for my brother. I d also like to say that one day I will repay him for how I used to treat him. But I can t make that promise. I wish I could. But no one knows what the future holds.
And the past is unchangeable. What we have is the present. And this morning my present is painful.
My head aches. My stomach rolls. My mouth feels filled with cotton balls.
And then this: Lauren, honey. There s a police officer here who would like to speak with you.
Why? I say to my mother. Disaster videos stream through my muddled mind. Friends in burned-out, smashed-up cars.
Ben Carter is missing.
Two minutes, I say, swinging my feet out of the bed and cradling my head. Give me two minutes.
Ben Carter is my final babysitting charge. I m seventeen and I ve been done with babysitting for a few years, but I haven t let go of Ben.
I was with him yesterday until five o clock. I mostly only see him on the weekends now, while his mother, Erin, volunteers at the hospital. Erin s mother was well cared for there before she died last year, and volunteering is Erin s way to give back, I guess.
And then Ben was home with his family, and I did what I always do on Saturday nights.
I went to a party.
I hung out.
I drank.
If I m being honest with myself, which rarely happens these days, I m not even sure I like drinking. I make promises to myself every Saturday afternoon.
Stay home tonight.
Watch a movie.
Catch up with an old friend.
Get some homework done.
Then the phone calls come in, and everyone says this party is going to be the biggest, the best, the most exciting event of the year.
Absolutely not to be missed.
Epic.
I bend easily. It s a character flaw. But if there s a choice between going out and seeing what might happen and staying in and knowing what will (nothing), I always take going out.
As I step out the door I make more promises. Go, have fun, talk, dance, drink some water. Tell people you re the designated driver if you have to.
But once I get to the party, someone will convince me that one drink won t hurt. One drink is social. One drink is courteous.
So I have one courteous drink.
But one becomes two, becomes three, becomes
New promises are made the next day. I m going to fly straight. Get back to my old world, where I was studious, quiet, unremarkable. I spend hours looking at college brochures and trying to imagine myself sitting in a lecture hall, inhaling ideas. But the next step is not there. The what happens after college step. The what do you want to do with your life step.
I have no idea.
And that terrifies me.
So I try to get back to studying. I try to be good and hardworking, but as far as I can tell, the world does not want me to be good and hardworking.
It wants me to mix with the right people, say the right things.
Go to the right parties.
Drink.
Last night s jeans are in a twisty, gross ball on the floor. My favorite sweatshirt is at the end of my bed, now sporting a long green stain and a torn cuff.
I grab my glasses off the side table. The eyeball fairy must have taken pity on me last night, because my eyes aren t burning from leaving my contacts in.
I go to my closet and pull out the first things I touch: capris and a T-shirt.
I push my hair around without looking in the mirror. I feel like garbage. Smell worse.
Whatever.
Off to talk to Mr. Policeman.
TWO
Or, rather, Ms. Policewoman.
Detective Carole Evans. Would you care to take a seat? she asks, pointing at my own couch.
Like she owns the place.
She s taller than me, with light-blue eyes and too-tweezed eyebrows. No makeup. Her face looks undefined, as if her features have been flung onto a blank canvas and left to their own devices.
She s wearing a black button-down blouse and tight gray pants. Nike running shoes and a wedding ring. As I m sitting down, she says, Would you mind if I asked you what happened to that eye?
Which is a way of asking, isn t it.
What? I put my hand beneath my glasses.
Something hit you?
I go to the mirror. In the bright light it looks as if I ve recently been crying: there are streaks on my cheeks cutting rivers through a dusting of dirt.
My hands are filthy.
What went on last night?
Right, the bonfire. I close my eyes as visions of the beach at night return like scenes cut from an otherwise all-right movie.
I touch the bruise. It feels like an undercooked steak. There s a tiny cut to the left of my right eye.
I can t believe it got that bad, I say, turning around. It was a stupid accident. Last night I opened a car door, and then my friend Stacy said something to me. I turned and said, like, one minute or whatever, and when I turned back someone had opened the door a little more, and I smacked right into it.
On the top corner? Detective Evans says.
Exactly. It didn t look like anything last night, but it sure does now.
I sit on the couch and try to change the subject before Detective Evans can conjure any more questions regarding my social life. I ll be fine. So what s happened to Ben?
Detective Evans pulls out a notebook. You were with Benjamin Carter yesterday, correct?
All day, I say. What s happened?
All we know at the moment is that his mother put him to bed last night, and this morning he was gone.
Gone? I say. Where would he go? He s five years old.
We don t know, Lauren. That s why I m here.
Okay, I say, because what do I know about these things? The Carters live two blocks away, and nothing really bad ever happens in our area. It s the suburbs! People come here to get away from bad things.
Have you seen him today? Detective Evans asks.
I push at my hair, a habit sent down through our DNA from mother to daughter for generations. It s a miracle that we all aren t bald. I just woke up, I say. I dropped him off yesterday at around five, if that s any help.
How did Benjamin seem yesterday?
Normal? I offer.
Did he say anything about running away?
No, I say. He s never said anything like that.
Did he seem sad or upset at all?
No. I realize I m endlessly shaking my head no and put a stop to it. We played in the park, had ice cream. He kept talking about these things called Beyblades.
You mean the little tops that ram into one another?
Yeah, those.
What was he saying about them?
Just that he wanted a couple of new ones and his mother wouldn t get them for him. But that happens a lot. He s five-he wants everything.
Was there a particular reason his mother wouldn t get them for him?
Do you mean because they might be violent or dangerous or something?
I suppose.
No. Like you said, they re just tops that ram against one another.
Detective Evans